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Date:2005-12-15 12:51
Subject:I HOPE
Mood: cold

Well i sent an email to Redstorm (video game company). They are seeking game testers. I want to do tex art and lvl design but hell. Its a foot in the door yes.

They sent me an email back ask for a resume. So i did, now just have to wait and see i guess. Not sure what im going to do about Wholefoods if i get the job.

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Date:2005-12-14 12:55
Mood: bored

So me keeping this up didnt go so well.. But I am on my myspace alot =D.
Let see I finally got a new car after i crashed my last one. I most say I like my new car much better. I got almost all of my X-mas gifts. All but a few. Im finding that I may be spinning to much money on people. But whatever its X-mas after all right.

Trying to get a job at Redstorm right now. Not sure If it will be before X-mas. But i am open it will be soon. Really starting to hate Wholefoods.

Ill try to keep this updated more. If i can remeber..

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Date:2005-04-19 04:32
Mood: blah

Made a myspace account. Doesnt look like much right now. But ill make it look hot soon. BLAH IM SO BORED AND only alittle sleepy =(


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Date:2005-04-17 14:04
Subject:Its just one of those days.
Mood: pissed off

Well after all the somewhat crazy planning kathys little get together went pretty well. Only a few people there but it was fun. Everyone had a good time. And they liked the cake.

Trey let me use his camra. Its a really really nice camra. I put it in the other room so it would be safe from drinks and people messing with it. I was wrong. Someone messed with it and fucked it up. Im so pist right now. DAMIT i shouldnt have left it out of my sight. Now its going to cost around 100 to 300 to get fixed. The camra it self only cost 400 now. So i dont know.

Also i found out that the glasses i paid for, i cant get. Because my eyes are to fucked up for those time of frames. I dont get that but thats what they told me. So now im just realy pist.

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Date:2005-04-11 14:33
Subject:I feel like im going die
Mood: sick

Ive been alittle sick for the past few days. But man, I got up today. OH HELL, i feel oh so crappy.

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Date:2005-04-06 16:35
Subject:I Hate My Dam Car
Mood: annoyed

My dam car broke down today. I havent even had it for two weeks since the last time i got it fixed. Damit, i dont know what im going to do. BLAH!!

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Date:2005-04-06 02:53
Mood: tired

Lately ive been having really weird dreams. The thing is one or more of my friends are in them. But once they are in one dream. They are not in any more dreams. And there all very weird and diffrent. I dont know. But they sure as hell feel real sometimes.

OH LOL, i went to the Berkley Cafe tonight. Its almost always the same people there. Well friday, i had a few drinks. When im drunk, im really cheerful, and i like to move around. I become like water! Very loose. Anyways alot of the poeple I guess love how I act when im drunk (mostly cause i act funny) im a dork when im not drunk and when i am. Anyways some of the girls wanted me to drink tonight. I didnt, for one i dont have any money right now. Two i was driving and well you dont drink and drive. Plus i just wasnt feeling it tonight. Friday night toke alot of me. My body was so tired. I move around and dance alot. Dancing for like 6 hrs none stop. Your body needs time to rest.

PS: Franky and Kat told me I should be Napoleon Dynamite... OK... Im a dork. Ill be the first to even say it. BUt that oh that hurt. First i dont really like the movie all that much. I havent seen all of it. So i cant really say if I really like it or not. BUT DAMIT!! Reminds me of high school days. And belive me I dont want to remeber those i hated highschool. I didnt in no way dress like that but still. Napoleon is like the dam ideal of dorks. I dont want to be that. So what im going to do to fuck up there little plan is to workout way more. I mean i cant be Napoleon Dynamite if im alittle bigger right??? I already told them no. BUt they will keep asking. I may cave in if they get me drunk, or high. But I dont smoke and i dont drink really so well that wont happen and less the slip me somthing. Which could happen.. hmmm.. I got to be on my guard.

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Date:2005-04-04 01:18
Subject:Like I Said =D
Mood: okay

LIke I thought, April 1 / April 2 was a crazy night. I got alittle wild, but not to bad. It was a really good time. I dont drink most of the time. But man its a good time when I do =D

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Date:2005-04-01 11:16
Subject:Need a nap
Mood: drained

I need a nap, got like 6 hrs of sleep. Anyways to day is APRIL FIRST!! And tonight is the night to get fucked up! I cant wait to go tonight. Its going to be great I think. Getting there around 8:50, Mike goes on around 9, got to support your peps right? I most likely wont be leaving till around 2. Ill post what happened in a few days.

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Date:2005-03-21 13:33
Subject:Nothing much
Mood: hungry

Been along time since I posted in here. Nothing big has happen lately. Still waiting to hear from Wholefoods. Its very boring without a job. Not only that. But my money is slowly disappering. But im still going shopping soon. I got to get something new for April 1st. Well thats the reason im useing to go spin money.

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Date:2005-03-02 21:02
Subject:Geek Test!
Mood: dorky

Here is a geek test to see how much of a geek you are.


I got 26%, which makes me a total Geek...
What can I say.

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Date:2005-03-02 14:08
Subject:I love my car
Mood: content

Ah, got my car back last week. I must say ive missed it. This time around i'm going to try and take care of it as best I can.

Went out last night. Toke Oj with us. He had fun some thats good. I wasn't sure if he would like it or not. Very one thinks I need a girl friend. I most say I agree. I also need to get started on my Demo. I'm a slacker, damit.

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Date:2005-02-17 13:05
Subject:The Good, The Bad, The Ugly
Mood: amused

1. Good: Your wife is pregnant.
Bad: It's triplets
Ugly: You had a vasectomy five years ago.

2. Good: Your wife's not talking to you
Bad: She wants a divorce
Ugly: She's your lawyer

3. Good: Your son is finally maturing
Bad: He's involved with the woman next door
Ugly: So are you

4. Good: Your son studies a lot in his room
Bad: You find several dirty movies hidden there
Ugly: You're in them

5. Good: Your hubby and you agree, no more kids
Bad: You can't find your birth control pills
Ugly: Your daughter borrowed them

6. Good: Your husband understands fashion
Bad: He's a cross-dresser
Ugly: He looks better than you

7. Good: You give the "birds and bees:" talk to your daughter
Bad: She keeps interrupting
Ugly: With corrections

8. Good: The postman's early
Bad: He's wearing fatigues and carrying a shotgun
Ugly: You gave him nothing for Christmas

9. Good: Your son is dating someone new
Bad: It's another man
Ugly: He's your best friend

10. Good: Your daughter got a new job
Bad: As a hooker
Ugly: Your co-workers are her best clients
Way ugly: She makes more money than you do.

11. Good: Your son's teacher visits
Bad: Your husband keeps staring at her breasts
Ugly: She came to give back his underwear

12. Good: You are a college girl waking up beside an attractive man
Bad: He's stroking another girl on the other side of him
Ugly: It's your mom

found them in forum. Thought they were funny as hell.

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Date:2005-02-17 01:01
Subject:Around 500 questions
Mood: hungry

01. What is your name? Ashley
02. Spell your name backwards? Yelhsa
03. Date of birth? 05/24/83
04. Male or female? Male
05.Astrological sign? Gemini
06. Nicknames? Scott, Ash, Geiges
07. Occupation? Artiest
08. Height? 6'2
09. Weight? 164
10. Hair color? Brown
11. Eye color? Green
12. Where were you born? USA
13. Where do you reside now? USA
14. Age? 21
15. Screen names? Jin, Catoun, Uchiha Li, Sasuke, Wicked_Truth
16. E-mail address? Catoundruid@hotmail.com
17. What does your screen name stand for? Jin is from Samurai Champloo
18. What is your JOURNAL name? Wicked_Truth
19. What does your diary name stand for? Wicked and truth are two vampire brothers From Anita Blake, vampire hunter novels by Laurell K. Hamilton.
20. Pets? Dog
21. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 16
22. Piercings? None yet =(
23. Tattoo's? None yet =(
24. Shoe size? 13.5 - 14
25. Righty or lefty? Righty
26. Wearing? Right now work out pants
27. Hearing? CNBC
28. Feeling Bored
29. Eating/drinking? Nothing

~Friends Stuff~ Which one of your friends is the....
30. Craziest? Trey
31. Loudest? Onaji
32. Nicest? Johnny
33. Bitchiest? Not sure
34. Life of the party? Kat
35. Jock? Trey
36. Prep? None
37. Rebel? None
38. Cutest? Sam, Kat, Kathy, Yileen and Linda
40. Best friend of the opposite sex? Kat
41. Most popular? Linda
42. Rudest? Trey
43. Most shy? Yileen
44. Dumbest? Not sure
45. Smartest? Not sure
46. Weirdest? Shorty
47. Has the best hair? Yogi, Kat
48. Best personality? Sam
39. Best friend of the same sex? either Mike or Trey
49. Most talented? Kat, Linda
50. Most ghetto? Not sure
51. Most spoiled? Sara
52. Drama queen? Sara
53. Pain in the ass? Franky
54. Funniest? Hubs
55. Best advice giver? Mike
56. Druggie? Franky, Mike, Hubs, Shorty, Jeff, Paul, etc
57. Most likely to join a cult? no one
58. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? yes
59. Person you've been friends with the longest? Kat
60. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 29

~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
61. Have you ever been in love? Yes
62. How many people have you told "I love you"? None
63. How many people have you been in love with? One
64. How many people have you kissed? 5
65. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? yes
66. How many people have you dated? 2
67. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Smart, cute, open minded, not stuck up, nice, not spoiled.
68. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes
69. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? Asian
70. Do you have a bf/gf? No
73. Do you have a crush right now? Yes
74. If so who is it? A girl named ????
75. Do you believe in love at first sight? Sure
76. Do you remember your first love? Yes
77. Who is the first person you kissed? Dont remeber her name
78. Do you believe in fate? Yes
79. Do you believe in soul mates? Sure
80. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? Not sure

152. Color: Dark Blue
153. Food: No bakes
154. Song: Right now, I touch Myself by Jack Off Jill
155. Show: Family Guy, Cowboy Bebop, Law & Order, The OC, UFC
156. School subject: Art
157. Band/singer: Dir en Grey, Jack Off Jill, Foo Fighters, Green Day, Hemingway, Maroon 5, AFI
158. Animal: Dog
159. Outfit: Express
160. Radio station 96 ROck
161. Movie: Last Samurai, Training Day, Man on Fire, Wicker Park, House of Fly Dagger, Volcano High, Hero, Ghost in the Shell, Hard Boild, Akira, The Princess Blade

~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? Dark Red
198. What color are your bedroom walls? Off White
199. Do you have posters on your walls? Yes i have wall scrolls
200. If so of what? Cowboy Bebop, Ghost in the Shell, X tv
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? Yes
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 2
203. What do you normally sleep in? Boxers or nothing
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: My boxers
205. What size bed do you have? Queen
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? daybed
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? Sometimes
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: Dont remeber
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Nope
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 3 maybe 4
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? No
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? No
214. Do you snore? No
215. How about drool? Sometimes only alittle
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? No
217. What color is the carpet in your room? Tan
218. What's under your bed? Nothing
219. Coke/Pepsi: Coke
220. Doughnuts/bagels: Doughnuts
221. Day/night: Night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: East
223. Heaven/hell: Heaven i guess
224. Make love/have sex: up to the girl
225. Coffee/tea: Tea
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: Hamburgers
227. Rap/rock: Rock
228. Britney/Christina: Christina looks more fun and hotter
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: dont care
230. Real World/Road Rules: Real World
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: Neither plz
232. Silver/gold: Silver, goes better with leather
233. Nike/Adidas: Nike
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: McDonalds
235. Sweet/sour: Sweet
236. Punk/emo: Punk
237. Hot/cold: Hot
238. Winter/summer: Summer
239. Spring/fall: Spring
240. Operas/plays: Plays
241. Read/watch tv: Read
242. Cd's/tapes: Cd's
243. Dvd's/vhs: DvD's
244. Old/new: New
245. Shorts/skirts: On girls skirts
246. Pink/red: Red
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: Black and White Photos
248. Meat/vegetables: meat
249. Mexican food/chinese food: Chinese Food
250. Commercials/infomercials: Commercials
251. Scary movies/comedies: Scary movies
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: Bikinis
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: tennis shoes
254. Dogs/cats: Dogs
255. Unicorns/fairies: Fairies
256. Water/land: Land
257. Sugar/spice: Spice
258. Black/white: Grey
259. Ribbons/bows: Ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: Beef
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: White
262. Cars/trucks: Cars
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: James Bond
264. Popcorn/pretzels: Popcorn
265. Hip/hop: Hop/hip
266. Passionate kiss/peck: Passionate Kisses
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: UFC
268. Back rub/foot massage: Back Rub
269. Picture frames/photo albums: Picture Fames

~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: Genius
272. Virgins: thats nice
273. God: Im sure there is a higher power
274. The Osbournes: who?
275. Reality TV: Needs to stop
276. J.Lo: Nice body but nothing to get so worked up about
277. Religion: To each their own
278. Emo music: hmm
279. Valentine's Day: Its for the ladys
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: She left? Dont keep up
281. Homosexuals: what ever is kool with me
282. Abortion: that is a hard one
283. Inter-racial relationships: Hell Yea
284. Murder: dont know
285. Death: It comes for everyone
286. Obesity: people are to lazy
287. Pre-marital sex: Yes plz
288. Terrorism: not good
289. Pornography: Thats kool
290. Fortune tellers: LOL yea right
291. Threesomes: Mmmm Yumy
292. Prostitution: Oldest job there is
293. Politics: troublesome
294. Country music: No plz
295. George W. Bush: Hes not that smart and not that good at what he does
96. Cloning: Thats kool
297. Britney's boobs: Nothing to go crazy for
298. Gas prices in America: To high

~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? yes
332. Been on a diet? no
333. Been to a foreign country? no
334. Broken a bone? no
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? no
336. Swear at a teacher? no
337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? yes
338. Got in a fight? yes
339. Dated a teacher? no
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? no
341. Thought about killing your enemy? no
342. Gone skinny dipping? yes
43. Met another LJ member in the flesh? no
344. Told a little white lie? yes
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? yes
346. Used a foreign object to masturbate? no
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? im sure i have
348. Been on tv? no
349. Been on the radio? no
350. Been in a mosh pit? yes
351. Been to a concert? yes
352. Dated one of your best friend? no
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yes
354. Decieved somebody close to you? only if it was for there own good
355. Broken the law? yes
356. Been to a rodeo? no
357. Been on a talk show? no
358. Been on a game show? no
359. Been on an airplane? yes
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? no
361. Came close to dying? yes
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? no
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yes
364. Terrorized a babysitter? no
365. Made a mud pie? im sure i have366. Had a dream that your falling off a cliff? yes
367. Snuck out of the house at night? yes
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? no
369. Had an eating disorder? no
370. Felt like you didn't belong? yes
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yes
372. Smoked? yes
373. Done drugs? yes
374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street? no
375. Had your tonsils removed? no
376. Gone to camp? yes
377. Won a bet? yes
378. Written a love letter? yes
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yes
380. Written a love poem? yes
381. Kissed in the rain? no
382. Slow you danced with someone you love? no
383. Participated in cyber sex? yes
384. Faked an orgasm? yes
385. Stolen a kiss? no
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? yes
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? no
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? no
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? yes 5
390. Done jail time? nope
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? yes
392. Won a trophy? yes
393. Thrown up in public? yes
394. Bowled a perfect game? nope
395. Failed/got held back? no
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? no
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? no
398. Taken ballet lessons? no
399. Attempted suicide? no
400. Cut yourself? no
401. Did you play with Barbies? no
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? no
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? no
404.Did you play Simon? no
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? no
406. Did you wet the bed? no
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your
closet or under your bed? yes i was young yes
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? no
409. Were you shy? no
410. Were you spoiled? no
411. Were you abused? got hit once but that it
412. Did you go to the circus? yes
413. Did you go to the zoo? yes
414. Were you in a car accident? yes
415. Did you build snowmen? yes
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? when i was young yes
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? dont have any older ones
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? dont remeber
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? no but im sure i wish for it im sure
420. Were you afraid of the dark? no i like the dark
421. Did you have slumber parties? no but been to one
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and
pajamas? no
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? who?
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? yes

425. Do you believe in aliens? yes
426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: phone, book, cds
427. Do you have any hidden talents? no there that hidden
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? yes and i wish MTV2 also did
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it
be? Action
430. What would your movie star name be? Ashley Blake
431. Do you play any sports? no really
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? It, when i was a kid
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented
recently? House of Flying Daggers
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? Blade 2
435. Do you drive? yes
436. What is your dream car? 2002 BMW 325I
437. Do you think you're good looking? sometimes
438. Do others think you are good looking? ive been told so, so yes
439. Would you ever sky dive? sure
40. Do you believe in Bigfoot? no
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 5
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? no
443. Do you believe in God? i believe in a higher power
444. Do you believe in Satan? No, for there to be pure evil there most be pure good, and there is nothing that is pure good
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? there is somthing after death
446. Do you believe there is a hell? sure
447. Do you own a pool table? no
448. Do you have a pool? no
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yes
450. Do you like chocolate? only alittle
451. Who/what is on your 2004 calendar? Asian girls
452. How many U.S. states have you been in? 8
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yes
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? Mad Hatter
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no
456. What is your weakness? being to nice
457. Name something you can't get enough of: fore play
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: cute, kind, supportive
459. How many kids do you want to have? 2 or 3
460. Future daughters names: what race is the mother?
461. Future sons names: again what race is the mother?
462. What is your ideal way to die? either dieing to protect someone, for someone, or in my sleep
463. How do you release stress? read, or color or draw
464. Are you a trendy person? i guess
465. Are you an artistic person? yes
466. Are you a realistic person? no
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? no
468. Are you a strong person? Yes
469. Are you a strong willed person? yes
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? Heather
473. Are you a deep sleeper? No
474. Are you a good story teller? no
475. What do you believe is your best quality? Im there when my friends need me
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? I have great friends
477. Do you burn candles or incense? yes
478. Do you do yoga? no
479. Do you have your own credit card? no
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? buy my mom and dad a nice house, get my car, used is fine, put the rest of the money in a cd, and bank.
481. Do you have a check book? yes
482. Do you like your driver's license picture? no
484. What color is your hair naturally? brown
485. How many fillings do you have? 2
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? none
487. Worst feeling in the world? long story
488. Best feeling in the world? sex
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? half full
490. Last thing you downloaded? Naruto 247
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no
492. What do you think people think of you? is a fanboy
493. Are you a likeable person? yes
494. Do you need therapy? no
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no
496. What the best way to be proposed to? no sure
497. What kind of movie would you star in? already answer this one
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? I would
499. What are you thinking? Im very bored
500. What's your favorite phrase? whatever

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Date:2005-02-15 04:02
Mood: blah

4am and i cant sleep. BLAH! Ive been to like 4 diffrent forums to talk to people. No one seems to be up but me. =(

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Date:2005-02-07 22:29
Mood: dorky

This is my second time having a LJ. I hope I keep up with this one. I think i pulled somthing working out today. My back is hurting alot. Oh well, no pain no gain right.

Went to ASA saturday. It was great. Linda did a great job. So did all of Fusion. I had this bitch next to me who would not shut the hell up. I wanted to yell at her. If you didnt like part of the show she would just start talking threw it. And this fat fucked siting below me and Oj kept trying to say that there computers and stuff where shity. Besides those two fuckers i had a really good time. I wish i got to talk to Linda before i left but oh well.

Im going to see if a few more friends want to go next time. I cant wait to get my car back. I hate not being able to go where i want.

I also got 600 bucks from my W2. Im going to pay off my cell phone so i hope to have it back on in a few week. I need a job first, i dont want to get it and not be able to pay for it.

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